Fool! If it hurts… scream. Hold me and cry. Don’t try to hide it. It hurts me so much, I feel as if I’d die before you!… Fool. I told you not to overdose on it.
—- I was afraid. Afraid that I might die before reading all these." - Jae-Kyung & Eun-Whan
You’re so caught up.
& I’m forgotten.
Through these long years, we’ve grown so used to each others presence. But I’ve never give in to it. I still managed to grow to love you more… and more. I noticed your lack of effort, but I continued to stand here right beside you. Anxious that things may get better and you would start to care…. Time flew by too fast & I assumed too soon - We’re still the same.
I’ve grown upon myself and I’m my own support… yet who do I lean on when I start to lose balance? Automatically, I would turn to you, but then I see that… your base is the support I had built for you….? Not even small favors….
You have no will and motive. That means our love has no purpose - to you.
I’m giving up & I’ve given up.
There’s nothing left to do.
What us loyal people lack most from others is LOYALTY ; Simple as that.
On my own slate; Time to wild it out ALONE!